heaven forbid

heaven forbid

Untitled Original Rap Song ( Shaye )

6d ago
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far from perfect, just threw it all together quick so u could get the idea. Rap with some screams, keep in mind im still pretty white and havent been doing this long at all haha. i dont own the beat Lyrics and it seems lately i cant stand myself another bitch bad for my health unlike anyone else and any shit that youve felt iv hit a new all time low sunk to deep in the hole i lost all control and spoke too fast when i should went slow and made it last and thought it through now its in the past but its all that i do, i catch myself awake dreamin of you thinkin of all the shit we've been through but you moved on and this songs been on repeat for far too long and im try into be strong but its my fault shoulda knew all along but its too late your already gone and i cant break free theres was too much history and its a mystery why i cant letcha go im only happy in my fuckin misery i feel fuckin broken like i cant be fixed and im feelin like theres no commin back from this like a nose as it constricts sorry bro still pissed you quit maybe il be the next on that list of sad and lost fucked up kids taken away by this town forever missed got me smashin my fist but heaven forbid how could i die before i begin? yet i can feel the clouds rollin in and there thunderin the walls are growin thin fuck this hell that iv been livin in it feels like im pinned slamin back gin to forget where youve been and im ready to fall like the chambers in berlin whatcha got left when youve lost it all? Not a thing and now im ready to answer the call im alright, im alright im alright headed to the sky it was all a lie, im not fine, im not fine