back of the bus

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My First Song. Basically about growing up without your father.; Like? Dislike? Comment? Subscribe? Just let me know what you think.; Hear more music from my boy, Lil' Acc at, http://www.youtube.com/lilaccmusik. [Verse 1] Did you hear that? if you could, you'd find me, but you never bothered, so i placed you behind me, see, you could tell, i don't need you anymore, grew up on my own, since you walked out the door, And left momma' alone, two kid's, small house, what kinda' man are you? not a good spouse; you walked out on your family, like you didn't even care, Didn't bother lookin' back, like we weren't even there, You never come to visit, sit drunk in a bar, left me at a young age, and now i've made it this far, look where i stand, behind a micc, spittin' truth, cause i wouldn't lie to anyone, about you! I guess i can see, your point of view, gettin' scared when you have me, then found out you had two, i'd be scared too, but i wouldn't run away, cause i'm a man, i never hide from my mistakes! [Verse 2] Four year old child, all alone in the dark, I'm like a tiny fish, in a sea full or shark's, this life ain't for me, i need a big bro, or a dad, just so i can look up to them, the dad i never har, Forgetting everything, foot down, stand tough, I'm ready for this battle, haven't had enough, keep it coming dad, keep me waiting here, you'll see the day you need me, - imma' dissapear I don't wanna be like you, if i could, i'd take your blood right outta my system,so you could leave me for good, say were not related? - yea i bet you would like that, till' you see me growin up, come bouncin' right back, None of that'll happen, i'll make sure of it, i promise, you should be embarrased now, like your runnin' round topless, breast's hangin' out, cause i know your not a man, I just realized your fake, so fuck it, i understand! [Verse 3] I grew up knowin' that life is a book, but couldn't read or write, so i lived like a crook, stealin ppl's word's,no i know i pladurized, but didn't know what that meant, Till' i opened my eye's, And say my pages were blank, needed color added in em', but now it all make's sence, rhyming word's make's a rythm.; I wish you just knew what you meant to me, but you don't care, And you've put the pain on me. What did I do, to ever deserve this? You planted your seed, niggah you made this, It wasn't my fault, you coulda' wore a rubber, But you chose the wrong road, and produced another. I don't know what's your deal, why's you have to leave us? Feelin' not wanted, like i'm in the back of the bus, but no racial, i'm just takin' it back, I know you by Pedro, i don't know you by "dad".