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Jon Jumper - 'Regret' (Lyrics in Description)

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LYRICS: I don't want to take another breathe Of this air which prolongs my death I don't want to take another step In a direction that's plagued by regret It seems like nothing in my life ever goes how I planned it And sometimes it feels like there's too much stress to manage It's been a while since I could say that I peacefully slept The thoughts that are in my head, make me hate going to bed But wait I take that back, I don't sleep in a bed at all It's been almost a year since I had a home or a job For a while I was paying bills by just making this music But that's why success is special, because it's so easy to lose it I lost everything I had, I won't pretend like I still got that shit All I have left are my fans and all my empty promises I don't answer my phone, so don't try fucking calling it I think I'm close to quitting despite how much I've fought that shit Every day's another battle, my opponent is myself It's either spend time recording or focus on my mental health I feel another person every single minute That's why I'm starting to accept the fact that I'm schizophrenic I was diagnosed a while back, my parents don't believe it Told by countless doctors, but they're still too blind to see it On the bright side I stopped crying from the heartbreak I went thru These bitches say I love you, but I know that it's not true Teachers told me stay in school so you can have a good life I never listened to them because I had the fame on my mind They told me when I dropped out that I'd always have a shit life At the time I thought I'd get by, I'm thinking now that they were right All these kids online say that I am an inspiration They say they wanna be just like me, I tell them they're mistaken Because nobody wants to live a life that's played by regret I talk about killing myself, but I still haven't found the courage yet Maybe one day I'll say fuck it, and then pull the trigger If I live or die, nothing changes, what's the difference? I just know that when I die, I'll finally rest in peace So Please don't waste your time crying or remembering me I don't want to take another breathe Of this air which prolongs my death I don't want to take another step In a direction that's plagued by regret Written, Recorded, Produced. Mixed & Mastered, by Jon Jumper. Merch: http://ukmg.bigcartel.com/ UKMG Facebook https://www.facebook.com/unicornskilledmygirlfriend/ Jon Jumper Facebook: http://bit.do/JonJumper Music videos: https://goo.gl/cnqus1 Collabs: https://goo.gl/W33P79 Vlogs: https://goo.gl/FU77Tl